| im a little scared right now, cause i dont know exactly what my feelings are towards him.
im really confused.
im tired of having to put up with the same shit.
the thing is when i see him its all ok and my feelings are clear.
so im not quite sure if what im thinking of right now is the best idea for both of us, or at least me.
彼に振り回されてる自分がめちゃイヤ。
もうなんかイヤ。
疲れた。
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it fuckin pisses me off when i put so much effort into it and he
doesnt. it fuckin pisses me off seriously. i hate it when hes SO self
centered. wake up dick head.
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| First of all I wanna thank everyone who e-mailed me called me up to see if I was all ok.
All your emails and calls really cheered me up.
Im a lot better now, Ive learnt how to control my emotions and not get things get to me.
Im not 100% better, but im getting there.
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i need help.
im fucked.
never would have i thought that pain felt this good.
i keep hurting myself, cause that only seems to be the way to
vent all the stress inside me.
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